全思营

全思营已经结束第三天了 还记得那全思营前兴致砰砰的感觉 七早八早起身准备乘搭六点早上的巴士去K.L 在巴士上的四个小时，睡到像只猪。。。hehe 因为前一晚睡不着 到达了pudu,就去会和已等候久的北升小帅，国林 由他带领我和丽珍到新纪元 很巧的，在taman tasik selatan的时候，遇到了北升的福六寿，建豪，仲信，心政 在KTM上几乎都是我们这几个的声音而已 虽然全思营的整个过程当中真的很累 每天几乎才睡3个小时而已 可是玩得很开心，也很过瘾 尤其是团康和娱乐百分百的时候 一边唱着营歌，一边玩着手语 那种快乐的感觉难以形容 。。。我们都是冒险家。。。独一无二的想法。。。 还有棒棒糖的梦想巴士，越唱越有活力 当然不可以只顾着玩没学习啦 可是说真正的我学到的应该比其他的营员少一半吧 真的有点内疚 因为上课的时候，我都在打瞌睡 可是有一个课程让我印象深刻 那个讲师的教学器材让我们领悟到他所想传达的信息 他用的教学器材让我曾经想过假如有一天那件事发生在我身上我会怎样呢？ 想着想着，我们全营员都眼湿湿的 在全思营里，我们遇到了很多很棒的讲师 他们都是社会上有名誉的人 只怪自己不争气，多数时间都在zzzzz.... 失去了与他们宝贵的分享 三天两夜的全思营就这样过去了 当然趁结束之前拍拍个照留恋 我们都是第一组 北升在全思营的大合照 北升+理辅

全思营过后，我们就去吃kajang最出名的satay

吃了五种的肉，鸡，鱼，兔，羊，鹿

我都搞不清楚哪个是兔，哪个是羊，那个是鹿。。。真可笑。。。

北升的断手，烂手，老手，大手，小手就这样聚集在一起了

真的是五代同堂

华仔和康文还特地从seremban搭KTM到kajang叻！！！

还有，北升的创办人，燕姗学姐都在

边吃，燕姗学姐就拿出当年她在北升拍的照片给我们看

就这样的时间就过了

profit vs lost

sometimes i feel myself quiet stupid i think when most people encounter the situation like me, they will choose to profit but i choose lost 1 of my friends had advice me not to be too kind hearted he said we must act cruel in order to achieve what we want but i have no the afford to do it so i gave up 'profit' not only my friend, even my parents ask why i will make a stupid choice i alway ask myself isn't i too care about others feeling? make me unwilling to hurt them i wonder why i can't be selfish abit?? hope i can find some 'profit' in the 'lost'...

Decision

i don't know what i had decide will work or not i'm not sure the decision i'm going to make is the best choice it had make me sleepless for nights.. every moments think of it thinking the best solution to the problem the time i need to make this decision is around the corner how i'm going to make the decision??? both choice will cause me to the same side effect!!! haizzz...... actually i had already make the decision but it started to hunt when my parents reask me what i had decide really fan.... around 1 more weeks t go...the problem i'm i'm going to face... actually i have create this problem myself i have make a big big mistake make me need to decide what choice i'm going to choose it really teach me a lesson i will never never do such a big mistake again anyway, i willing get any punishment from the choice i'm going to choose hope there is an angel appear to help me solve this problem before the deathline